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@abstractpoettree

abstractpoettree
.. some people bounce RIGHT BACK
as if nothing ever was and all matters, not.
i am not one.
there is no recovery here.
not this time.
this took a HUGE amt of courage, effort, thought and attention, on the part of the initiator.
i can't even say anymore.
signing off. where i fought to remove the ink,
so the dotted line would fade and dissolve the contract of departure. but i failed again.
and, again.
SILENCE, will be my gold.
opulent. indulgent. πŸ€œπŸ½πŸ€›πŸΌ #itsbeentheREALEST 
#artists #wisdom #vibe #peace #poems #patience #cue #AbstractPoetTree #consciousness #vision #love #tribe #creativewriting #timing #hope #authentic #poet #writer #spilledink #courage #poetry #health #depth #spirituality #inspiration #encouragement #paperplanes #wanderlust
2 24 Yesterday
.. some people bounce right back
as if nothing ever was and all matters, not.
i am not one.
there is no recovery here.
not this time.
this took a huge amt of courage, effort, thought and attention, on the part of the initiator.
i can't even say anymore.
signing off. where i fought to remove the ink,
so the dotted line would fade and dissolve the contract of departure. but i failed again.
and, again.
silence, will be my gold.
opulent. indulgent. πŸ€œπŸ½πŸ€›πŸΌ #itsbeentherealest
#artists #wisdom #vibe #peace #poems #patience #cue #abstractpoettree #consciousness #vision #love #tribe #creativewriting #timing #hope #authentic #poet #writer #spilledink #courage #poetry #health #depth #spirituality #inspiration #encouragement #paperplanes #wanderlust

@abstractpoettree

abstractpoettree
.. what i know like the back of my hand is the language of my gender. women. the actions, the movements. secure women just don't engage what insecure women practice. one can always tell. women who find a way to make their presence known, just so others are aware, even if they remain unseen, have a need for approval AND show; do this now, brag about it later. but the faintest sigh is heard, regardless, as truth always finds its way to where it is needed. nothing in the dark is hidden, nothing covered will not be revealed. (that's scriptural)
i don't look for, or ask for signs of a presence. i just keep moving and let whatever IS, come into the WILL BE, of its own accord. the trick pony is, i had no suspicion or thought of any presence from the outside. a lack of congruence yes, but additions? never even pondered. ohhh, but the cat always purrs from the bag. even when you are looking at something else, the kitten makes her way. which is why i tell women ALL of time, don't snoop. no detective wrk on ME. let it come TO you because true integrity will ALWAYS draw out the debris in hiding. all i know is. i know my VALUE. i keep drawing IN the type to tip toe instead of step up; to watch, instead of having vision. if i am wrong. no one has fully proven it yet. the most of ANY, that i REQUIRE, which is no longer up for discussion, is DIRECT COMMUNICATION. you know, what REAL intention activates?
i'm OVER the hype now.
beating dead horses, playing broken records of blah blah blah and heard it all before, on my end. i just have to ACCEPT.. i attract the
1 20 Yesterday
.. what i know like the back of my hand is the language of my gender. women. the actions, the movements. secure women just don't engage what insecure women practice. one can always tell. women who find a way to make their presence known, just so others are aware, even if they remain unseen, have a need for approval and show; do this now, brag about it later. but the faintest sigh is heard, regardless, as truth always finds its way to where it is needed. nothing in the dark is hidden, nothing covered will not be revealed. (that's scriptural)
i don't look for, or ask for signs of a presence. i just keep moving and let whatever is, come into the will be, of its own accord. the trick pony is, i had no suspicion or thought of any presence from the outside. a lack of congruence yes, but additions? never even pondered. ohhh, but the cat always purrs from the bag. even when you are looking at something else, the kitten makes her way. which is why i tell women all of time, don't snoop. no detective wrk on me. let it come to you because true integrity will always draw out the debris in hiding. all i know is. i know my value. i keep drawing in the type to tip toe instead of step up; to watch, instead of having vision. if i am wrong. no one has fully proven it yet. the most of any, that i require, which is no longer up for discussion, is direct communication. you know, what real intention activates?
i'm over the hype now.
beating dead horses, playing broken records of blah blah blah and heard it all before, on my end. i just have to accept.. i attract the "come in and take a look at the showroom" then walk outside and stare through the window. i've been cut through the last bleeding. i almost died a few days ago, so i have to take everything serious that i let slide, just hrs before. love isn't distant, even when it's discreet. and it doesn't leave a fragile heart to break when it holds the remedy. i'm too old to play myself in this next stage of my life. my new yr began on the 7th, and i need to make this yr of exit/prep for entry, matter in total relevance. real love holds the maturity to know the difference between, chasing a lost cause, and fighting for what matters. 😢

@abstractpoettree

abstractpoettree
.. i mean. if you're going to get high, it should be on a love so undeniable, powerful, impacting, clear, provocative, sensual, enticing, alluring and magnetic, that your sexuality is too MINOR to even GRASP it. yet, it's so rich in its chemistry and magnetism, you feel inebriated and zoned out w/an intense propensity to crave more and more in an overflow. the kind of love he leans sideways behind you on the couch for, just to be close to your skin, to run his fingers up and down your softness to catch another hit. everything is not about sex. you can make love COMPLETELY w/out EVER taking off your clothes, and have a spiritual experience inviting your humanity to an elevation that will blow your FLESH out of the equation. when physical intimacy DOES take place, it is no longer cheapened by physical stimulation, but runs into a deep well where your Soul drinks from the flow of each other's divine. 
God taught me a lot about relational responsibility and the ratio of touch to feeling w/the power it holds between equal surrender. See? i've got all of this wisdom and know how, w/nowhere to assert it. (LOL) it's a trip because we as women reach our PEAK in our 40's, but 80% of MY peak has been held in celibacy. it has also been sd, the peak rises at the onset of your 50's and increases in stamina based on your energy levels. WHY do you think so many ppl in their 40's, 50's, and 60's+ no longer LOOK their age? that's why so many MILLENNIALS are dating upward into PEAK ages. i'm not even joking rt now. the shift in humanity to change courses in taking better care of ourselves and listen to our bodies more, has caused a WAVE of connectivity between the former GAP and bridged it through an energetic cohesiveness. we are becoming more in tune w/one another and crossing frequencies w/those we are better suited for, than previously thought. it's a wave of intimacy, not a sexual enticement. that's also why MORE couples are practicing abstinence before they marry, WAITING for the UNION to share their entirety. if you haven't connected to the WAVE, find yours. you'll be better for it when you do. LOVE has taken its 'GOOD NAME' OUT of sex and brought it back to HONOR. πŸ’–πŸ’•
1 35 Yesterday
.. i mean. if you're going to get high, it should be on a love so undeniable, powerful, impacting, clear, provocative, sensual, enticing, alluring and magnetic, that your sexuality is too minor to even grasp it. yet, it's so rich in its chemistry and magnetism, you feel inebriated and zoned out w/an intense propensity to crave more and more in an overflow. the kind of love he leans sideways behind you on the couch for, just to be close to your skin, to run his fingers up and down your softness to catch another hit. everything is not about sex. you can make love completely w/out ever taking off your clothes, and have a spiritual experience inviting your humanity to an elevation that will b**w your flesh out of the equation. when physical intimacy does take place, it is no longer cheapened by physical stimulation, but runs into a deep well where your soul drinks from the flow of each other's divine.
god taught me a lot about relational responsibility and the ratio of touch to feeling w/the power it holds between equal surrender. see? i've got all of this wisdom and know how, w/nowhere to assert it. (lol) it's a trip because we as women reach our peak in our 40's, but 80% of my peak has been held in celibacy. it has also been sd, the peak rises at the onset of your 50's and increases in stamina based on your energy levels. why do you think so many ppl in their 40's, 50's, and 60's+ no longer look their age? that's why so many millennials are dating upward into peak ages. i'm not even joking rt now. the shift in humanity to change courses in taking better care of ourselves and listen to our bodies more, has caused a wave of connectivity between the former gap and bridged it through an energetic cohesiveness. we are becoming more in tune w/one another and crossing frequencies w/those we are better suited for, than previously thought. it's a wave of intimacy, not a s****l enticement. that's also why more couples are practicing abstinence before they marry, waiting for the union to share their entirety. if you haven't connected to the wave, find yours. you'll be better for it when you do. love has taken its 'good name' out of s*x and brought it back to honor. πŸ’–πŸ’•

@abstractpoettree

abstractpoettree
.. an archived piece.
thinking I may go back to this visual and reset my pg to the simplicity of the brown hue. need to see if I can locate the cache for it. this is from my collection of self awareness pieces; honoring my mindfulness in thought provocation and personal acceptance. I am recalibrating again. thinking lately about getting my nose re-pierced and shifting so far back into the quietness my journey dismantled, in the way I was actually born to display, that I am masterfully altering even my written verbosity. people enjoy reading of me, and that is fine. but I'm tired of talking, even in print. I've shifted again and my adult children are ON me. they were already complaining,
1 15 Yesterday
.. an archived piece.
thinking i may go back to this visual and reset my pg to the simplicity of the brown hue. need to see if i can locate the cache for it. this is from my collection of self awareness pieces; honoring my mindfulness in thought provocation and personal acceptance. i am recalibrating again. thinking lately about getting my nose re-pierced and shifting so far back into the quietness my journey dismantled, in the way i was actually born to display, that i am masterfully altering even my written verbosity. people enjoy reading of me, and that is fine. but i'm tired of talking, even in print. i've shifted again and my adult children are on me. they were already complaining, "mom i can't hear you, what did you say? can you speak up please, you are talking way too low rt now." to me, i'm completely audible. they disagree and tell me i'm whispering. i get on my daughter about that sometimes, calling her voice, her "whisper sexy" but they flip it and tell me i'm the one who created it. i was raised by a yeller and used to yell a lot. i hated it, so i did the wrk to get back to my original blueprint. i'm going back to my 101 basics of being, while altering, dumping, and reorganizing my mental and emotional houses, respectively. if communication is not mutual, i'm not extending myself anymore; if action doesn't match blade for blade, i'm no longer sharing my cut; if time given has no reciprocity, i am no longer opening my portal. i am preserving my chamber as sacred and entry must be honorable in duality. no more free feeds into the lives and hearts of others, where i pour kindness and sincerity, to hear nothing but my own echo. people don't even say thank you anymore. gratitude is a basic practice of receiving but i don't even encounter the types to do that much. i'm no longer settling for the thankless or those who generalize me to the inclusion of public addresses instead of directly, as i have extended. there's no justification. facts? people talk to whom they want to talk to, and refrain from those they don't. it's simple.
and so, life continues on, as i remain fully awakened.

@abstractpoettree

abstractpoettree
.. eye. should start writing poetry. πŸ–ŠβœπŸ“ I'm UP at 3:25am because my FEET are FREEZING and I can't SLEEP when my feet are COLD. #randomfactsaboutme
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2 25 Yesterday
.. eye. should start writing poetry. πŸ–ŠβœπŸ“ i'm up at 3:25am because my feet are freezing and i can't sleep when my feet are cold. #randomfactsaboutme #abstractpoettree #consciousness #vision #love #tribe #cue #creativewriting #timing #hope #authentic #poet #writer #spilledink #courage #poetry #health #depth #spirituality #inspiration #encouragement #mindingmyownbusiness #us

@abstractpoettree

abstractpoettree
2 34 Yesterday
".. the exquisitely supreme regalia of thΔ’ most private wonder, helen folasade adu, as we know her, sade adu, is a mystery present to her craft, yet reserved in her persona. she manages, w/grace and surrender, to keep her personal life so far from public viewing, the excellence of her gift provokes a wanting for her, no matter how long she pauses from industry. no one intrudes. yet, many desire her. she is honored w/great respect and regard for her preservation, and never treated unseemly by her following. she comes in, remains and departs, w/the grace of a lady and speech as a woman of principle and standard through the same smooth, melodic swoon she hums through her vocal lullabies. she is as captivating as she is equipped to entrance (n.trance) simply by being true to the softness of her radiance; she allows it to have its own voice, as it speaks w/out tone. she is the iconoclastic author of how a woman in the richness of beauty conducts the orchestra of her life. and this is why, her music is forever, timeless." [- a.p.t..]
(how i see her)- song: 'sweetest taboo' #music #life #truth #abstractpoettree #consciousness #vision #love #tribe #cue #creativewriting #timing #hope #authentic #poet #writer #spilledink #courage #poetry #health #depth #spirituality #inspiration #encouragement #mindingmyownbusiness #us hmm.. maybe i should start writing articles? #thatsanidea

@abstractpoettree

abstractpoettree
.. this picture is called:
0 23 2 days ago
.. this picture is called: "the odyssey"
*odyssey defined: a long series of wanderings or adventures, especially when filled w/notable experiences and hardships.
・・・
here's what 'i' got when i 1st saw this depiction:
".. her isolation was tumultuous to some.
unwilling, unable, to master the climb of her reach
to arrive at the top of her foundation.
rock, formation.
standing in the company of calm waters, resting mountains
and open walls without refuge, where none is needed.
a warrior arrived.
full armor. shield and sword.
spoke no words.
and arrived. with no climb.
the only one brave enough.
for, her flight.
the only one willing. to redeem her time."
- abstractpoettree
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abstractpoettree
.. wrote this 10.10.17.
started using the heartbeat lifelines on my pg instead of resuming 3 full posts at a time, as an indication to myself that, although sometimes my frequency feels inadequate to life, it never fails to rise, in spite of; they're a reminder that i don't flatline, i rest, then pick up my momentum once again. i am my ONLY cheering section of, YOU'VE GOT THIS, so i do what i can to uphold that, even when i struggle. i'm the only person who allows me to be unapologetically human amidst my spirituality and accepts ALL of these human flaws. it's unfortunate in a way, as, we're supposed to attract those who will do the same. but life doesn't always provide unconditional love, so i offer it to myself, even after i'm the hardest on ME about my endurance. when you don't have a direct support system and you can only rely on yourself, it makes even TRYING to trust others sometimes blurry. the kind of people i attract prefer to WATCH ME, judge me or dissect me, rather than having the courage to step up and prove, I'M HERE EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. it would be nice to have, i suspect, but i've never had it, so i can't confirm that just yet. people SAY a lot of things, but when the rubber meets the road? (cue the crickets) Ha..
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0 27 2 days ago
.. wrote this 10.10.17.
started using the heartbeat lifelines on my pg instead of resuming 3 full posts at a time, as an indication to myself that, although sometimes my frequency feels inadequate to life, it never fails to rise, in spite of; they're a reminder that i don't flatline, i rest, then pick up my momentum once again. i am my only cheering section of, you've got this, so i do what i can to uphold that, even when i struggle. i'm the only person who allows me to be unapologetically human amidst my spirituality and accepts all of these human flaws. it's unfortunate in a way, as, we're supposed to attract those who will do the same. but life doesn't always provide unconditional love, so i offer it to myself, even after i'm the hardest on me about my endurance. when you don't have a direct support system and you can only rely on yourself, it makes even trying to trust others sometimes blurry. the kind of people i attract prefer to watch me, judge me or dissect me, rather than having the courage to step up and prove, i'm here every step of the way. it would be nice to have, i suspect, but i've never had it, so i can't confirm that just yet. people say a lot of things, but when the rubber meets the road? (cue the crickets) ha..
#abstractpoettree #consciousness #vision #love #tribe #cue #creativewriting #timing #hope #authentic #poet #writer #spilledink #courage #poetry #health #depth #spirituality #inspiration #encouragement #mindingmyownbusiness #us

@abstractpoettree

abstractpoettree
4 29 2 days ago
".. the bridge between us.
leading to our last, first. our only forever.
where we meet in the center, to unlock the love
the hope of our hearts, once separated, have found
connected, by the combination of a truth, we apart
refused to surrender, until we found our one
upholding the same. the undeniable, everlasting, eternal."
- the numbers: 7.6.2.1.3.2.1 = 22 (2+2 = 4) #itneverfails #abstractpoettree #consciousness #vision #love #tribe #cue #creativewriting #timing #hope #authentic #poet #writer #spilledink #courage #poetry #health #depth #spirituality #inspiration #encouragement #mindingmyownbusiness #us (brooklyn bridge photo courtesy of name tagged above)

@abstractpoettree

abstractpoettree
I am not certain that I will ever be able to go, but I can remember the 1st time I saw a video of the Maldives and fell TOTALLY in love w/the view. It spoke of such serenity and peace, being able to indulge the clarity of water in its simplistic purity, while enjoying the softness of its air and the beautiful surroundings of nature. Every photo I've seen since, BREATHES to me, of such a restful calm, it feels like you find a piece of your Soul there, as it was waiting to envelop you from the open sky. MAN.. the mere THOUGHT of this place whispers LOVE to me and appears to be one of those places on earth where you'd go to reconnect the deep you share w/your spouse, and just RELAX into falling inside of each others heart landing over and over again; until it feels like your love is about to implode in your union and set you on a drastic HIGH no drug could pronounce. Yeah. That's how deep this place feels to me. It's that WATER that has me STUCK in a visual euphoria. It screams
2 37 2 days ago
I am not certain that i will ever be able to go, but i can remember the 1st time i saw a video of the maldives and fell totally in love w/the view. it spoke of such serenity and peace, being able to indulge the clarity of water in its simplistic purity, while enjoying the softness of its air and the beautiful surroundings of nature. every photo i've seen since, breathes to me, of such a restful calm, it feels like you find a piece of your soul there, as it was waiting to envelop you from the open sky. man.. the mere thought of this place whispers love to me and appears to be one of those places on earth where you'd go to reconnect the deep you share w/your spouse, and just relax into falling inside of each others heart landing over and over again; until it feels like your love is about to implode in your union and set you on a drastic high no drug could pronounce. yeah. that's how deep this place feels to me. it's that water that has me stuck in a visual euphoria. it screams "love through me. come join me and explore your freedom until there's nothing left of you but ocean breeze." can you imagine loving like that in an ocean divide? just going in w/the love of your life, and letting everything go that isn't love? then you just let the water that surrounds you, consume and console as you remember everything that brought you to the love that keeps you one, keeps you whole. see? this is the very reason i should not be able to talk about things i love. i go bananas. my husband wouldn't stand a chance here. he'd come back to the states like, "man. i swear i could walk upright when we left. my wife took my legs, now i'm just a weeble wobble. she has no love chill at all. she took all of my physical strength, in the best way." lol i mean. he'd be my husband. where there is no sin, there is no pause.
but i'm made differently. i'm that breed who
doesn't believe in saying no to my husband, ever.
that's just me. i was groomed by god to be a wife.
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@abstractpoettree

abstractpoettree
God has called me out.
The Promised Land awaits the anointing on my life.
My Kinsman Redeemer was sent into the ravine where my father set my fate, to sound the alarm that he is HERE and the curse STOPS where it began; the part of the curse created to destroy me and take my life. He came the day after my life was spared and sealed my destiny.
I cannot WAIT until this last phase is OVER.
I need him like air in my lungs.
I want him like peace in my Soul.
Not much longer. It won't be much longer.
#AbstractPoetTree #consciousness #vision #love #tribe #cue #creativewriting #timing #hope #authentic #poet #writer #spilledink #courage #poetry #health #depth #spirituality #inspiration #encouragement #mindingmyownbusiness #us
0 10 2 days ago
God has called me out.
the promised land awaits the anointing on my life.
my kinsman redeemer was sent into the ravine where my father set my fate, to sound the alarm that he is here and the curse stops where it began; the part of the curse created to destroy me and take my life. he came the day after my life was spared and sealed my destiny.
i cannot wait until this last phase is over.
i need him like air in my lungs.
i want him like peace in my soul.
not much longer. it won't be much longer.
#abstractpoettree #consciousness #vision #love #tribe #cue #creativewriting #timing #hope #authentic #poet #writer #spilledink #courage #poetry #health #depth #spirituality #inspiration #encouragement #mindingmyownbusiness #us

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abstractpoettree
.. epiphany. pit'me'full. pitiful. fall.
bright idea. bulb blew out. it ain't me. no more. just, eyes.
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0 13 3 days ago
.. epiphany. pit'me'full. pitiful. fall.
bright idea. bulb blew out. it ain't me. no more. just, eyes.
#abstractpoettree #consciousness #vision #love #tribe #cue #creativewriting #timing #hope #authentic #poet #writer #spilledink #courage #poetry #health #depth #spirituality #inspiration #encouragement #mindingmyownbusiness #us (creator of image unknown)

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abstractpoettree
From Bishop Jakes: (THIS msg is SO for me)
0 13 3 days ago
From bishop jakes: (this msg is so for me)
"are you the one? are you the one that got up out of bed thinking it was gonna be one way? and now you've had an encounter." ×
・・・
let me just tell you. god is on some, matrix type of moving through time zones, generational continuums, ethereal progressions, yesterday, today and forevermore manifestations of his written, spoken and revealed word. i'm reluctant, due to current shock factors, but must ask, "what's next jesus? 'cause if you walk through the wall, i won't be scared, i'm hugging you and crying all over your robe of glory in total gratitude." by the way, the color red in the bible represents: atonement, reconciliation. #facts pink represents: right relationship. #imaginethat #abstractpoettree #consciousness #vision #love #tribe #cue #creativewriting #timing #hope #authentic #poet #writer #spilledink #courage #poetry #health #depth #spirituality #inspiration #encouragement #mindingmyownbusiness #us

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abstractpoettree
@wave -
2 14 3 days ago
@wave - "morning ritual"
(name of musical selection not provided by owner)
・・・
here's another fun fact about me that no one knows. i love to watch surfers. i don't keep up w/the competitions because i'm not always near a tv, but when i do catch them or see them at the beach, i get locked in. if i ever get the chance to go to hawaii and see one of their competitions, i would be so dang elated. the nuances of the sport and their dynamics are so breathtaking to me. never shared that little nugget. but yeah, i love jet ski, boating, whitewater rafting and extreme winter sports skiing competitions, too. #proudnerd #wateraddict #visualjunkie #wavelover #abstractpoettree #consciousness #vision #love #tribe #cue #creativewriting #timing #hope #authentic #poet #writer #spilledink #courage #poetry #health #depth #spirituality #inspiration #encouragement #mindingmyownbusiness #us