10 minutes ago
grab some popcorn.
i want to share with you all a little about me. many of you do not know but for the past 7 years i have shut and blocked myself completely from the world. whether it was family or friends. some friends who understood my situation stuck around and checked up once in awhile. some friends were gone. but all i could remember was just going to school, going to work, and coming home. all because i lost my mom 7 years ago. and when i lost someone so close and dear to me, i was afraid to open up and let people in because just like that they can disappear from my life. but life goes on. and it took me 7 years to get out of that cycle. so this year is the year. i have set myself a goal to go out more, meet more people, and love a lot more. it feels good, it really does. ever since my birthday of this year, i can only remember all my fridays or weekends being spent with family and friends. i like to encourage you to get out of your comfort zone and it’s okay to let go of the past. just because one person had hurt you it doesn’t mean the next person or everyone else will. it’s not love if it didn’t hurt. love more, worry less