12 hours ago
3 am existential thoughts:
being alive is really, really weird. it just seems normal to us because we have been adapting to it since the day we were born. we did not exist at all once, and then stardust decided to become a monkey that evolved into a being that could feel and comprehend things beyond itself. lost and desperate for a meaning, we fabricated beliefs and explanations just to be at peace - even for a little while.
we all pretend like everything is fine because that’s what everyone is doing but in reality, we all don’t know what the hell we’re doing. we don’t have any answers. my version of truth might be different from your version of truth. but how can we be sure of what’s the ultimate truth?
is it just me or does anyone experience an eerie sensation that you want to describe but can’t put into words? it’s like you suddenly change your perspective on life - so weird and unpredictable but at the same time so logical and like home. so much so that you think there’s got to be a meaning to it all!
but then again, at the same time you think of the possibility that everything is random and meaningless and we can’t begin to comprehend it because the universe is too big for our imagination. and in the end, we might just be an outcome of one of the universe’s unexplained mysteries.