3 hours ago
Shane’s death forever changed the path of my existence on this timeline, in this reality, of my consciousness, in this life. so much so, it has reverberated through the infinite field of time & space, affecting all realms of existence. that’s how powerful it was. how powerful it is. that’s how powerful death can be. particularly, in this dimension, i hold the energetic imprint of his death. it’s where i have the ability to alchemize the pain. it’s where i’m gifted the physical tools necessary, in turning my darkness to light.
choice. i am gifted choice. a choice made everyday. that when i wake up - to get up! & participate in this life. it has not been easy & it was not my first desired choice, if i’m being completely honest with you & myself.
when shane passed on from physical form i was shattered. beyond comprehensible recognition or repair. so this process of choice has not come lightly. & i would be lying if i didn’t say it has taken work. hard. work. & the continuous decision to show up. to continuously work for myself - however that looks in the moment. because it constantly fluctuates. our now moment. & we honor that by leaning into the power of now. accepting & honoring how we are constantly evolving. how we eternally experience energy. because sometimes this work requires moments of pause. opportunity to rest + restore all we have worked for. to put a pause on the hard stuff & go easy on ourself, because wow, we’ve come so far! like really far! & we are doing so well. like really well. because we are enough. just as we are.
this past week has been national grief awareness week & i would like to remind anyone who isn’t aware - this time of year is particularly h*****n many souls due to the current collective process of grief + despair. i do believe we should be kind regardless - but take extra care around this time of the year & lets be easy on one another! even if you don’t engage in holiday cheer, be kind all december!
blessings to your infinite now!
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