The first s****y love scene written for my book came from memories that wouldn’t let me forget and i can’t imagine everyone has been able to experience. it was also amidst a time i was intimately connecting with women facing b****t cancer, illness and dysfunction in their bodies and relationships. ❄️ that sort of daily life puts sexuality into perspective.
imagine it was taken from you - your s****l health?❄️ i was at a crossroads at the time, while exploring more deeply my own physical, mental, s****l and emotional health. it wasn’t a coincidence that one of the three people i asked to read the “love scene” 🔥🔥 is a s****l health therapist i admire so much on so many levels.
current events include, dancing into a trance with the course on relationship empowerment with ara c. campbell, while adding lots of “dialogue” to my book as per my editors request.
hence, i’m still hovering around chapter 3 because the dialogue part is so much in my own head, you know?
soon, i’ll become a writing machine, maybe, or not.
the characters grow from my life, experiences, others, thoughts, ideas and a sort of portal that won’t leave me alone; it opens to the past, present and future.
currently, i’m stuck in my past, diving in and out of the present feeling rather queazy.
i do not want to be here kind of feeling, but am finding so much.
i’ll let you know when i find the door through.
being a writer is weird. why am i like this. #lostwords #saltydivine