It matters that you never give up.
since it all went down hill.
i have been sick since birth which clearly i am not 7.
but thats when it all got lost and things drastically changed.
i got progressively worse. the hospital became my second home. the ambulance people all knew my name and the way to my home. all the nurses and doctors from a&e to all the wards and clinics knew me all to well.
from birthdays, new years, christmas days spent in hospital.
nurses singing you happy birthday and bringing you a cake with a candle.
finding a little present christmas day on my bedside table.
all the melt downs, tears, stress, smiles, laughter, hugs, friendships.
sometimes in life, you are handed something much harder then people imagine.
much more then one person deserves.
where you will exist in a life where you are alive but not living.
you have to live a life where you wake up to face it everyday.
but if god brings you to it, he will bring you through it.
and they say god will not give you more then you can handle.
but god helps us handle what we are given.
without my faith where would i possible be.
i need to remember to never give up, not even when things are at there worst and it could not get any worse.
at the darkest hour of the hardest day.
i have made it through countless things i never thought possible.
i had learned from it all.
it has opened my eyes.
i have meet some amazing people.
i have traveled across the country.
i have travelled across the world.
i made it to one of the best hospitals in the world.
i have made it this far.
its for life me and you diseases.
you’re not me i am you.
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