I spent most of life struggling. struggling to fit in, with weight, with self love, and finding where i belonged.
i was overweight, depressed, fearful of everything and not sure who i was. it took my 32 years to start the process of self discovery. geez , i hate that it took that long. but better late than never.
through wellness i slowly started peeling layers. layers of pain, weight, and self destruction. there was and ton of it and i am still discovering. but through the pain and weight i found some neat things. i found my voice. i found my purpose. i found self-love, self acceptance and self-peace.
peace was my word and goal this year. to find balance, to not be overly extreme with anything. to end each day knowing i am proud and happy with where i am. it’s not easy. it’s hard to live in the moment.
when i lost weight , i wanted more. when i won the titles, i wanted more. when i hit the pr, i wanted more. i know it’s sad. people don’t mean to but when i would see them they would say so what now? i had just finished one thing and now it was on the next. it’s how we are as a society. i feel like the high of success was never enough. i wasn’t fit enough, fast enough , and strong enough.
so i sat down in january after being proud of what i had done , but it didn’t fill me like i thought it would. i wrote down the things that filled my cup and the things that i knew were most important.
knowing who i am.... not my roles but who i actually am. what is my purpose and mission? have you thought about that before? i hadn’t and i forced myself to.
so i know my purpose and my mission. i know who i am. i am gods child who was placed on this earth to help others. to serve others with words, wellness, and to teach others that they are enough. just as you are. to help others find peace in every aspect of their life!
if there’s is no inner peace, people can’t give it to you. your husband , children and your career can’t give it you . you are the only one who can give it to you. ✌🏻
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