5 hours ago
000 the beginning
s1e8 let go
i love the unexpected warm days, the changing colors. the wind and rains have a sort of energy and power to it, birds are flocking, trees are dancing...autumn brings with it the year’s best moody days.
here’s a little something from me. something that this season finally got me into doing:
looking at the 2 years passed, there have been so many hard moments and phases that have made me vulnerable and shook the world inside me. every other month in the last 2 years brought something that would disturb me, panic me, and repeatedly fall me down on the ground. and it slowly started breaking me. that’s when it got tough making me feel lost. if i were to look at my life till date, these last 2 years were the most horrible years of my life. but with some help from the few people i have in my world, i just kept going on.
so now coming back to present, thinking about all of this as the year almost ends and i am still alive with a few things slowly falling in place for me, it makes me sit back to realize that i survived the two years that looked impossible to go through with such a terrible state of mind. i made it till the end of this year! and that.. was because of my family and a few good things that unknowingly were happening with me in the year. so as i started focusing on those good things, i finally came to accept the reason why i did not see them. it’s because of the weight, the heavy bag of unnecessary thoughts n past that i am carrying along with me. it’s time i loosen up. it’s time i let go... so after 21 long months, i take my third step
step 3: “let go”
wish you a wonderful evening and hope this post puts a smile on your face.
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