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One of the saddest things in the world is to feel broken, and although you've somehow been figuratively ripped apart, you feel like can never be put back together again.
there are days when i ask myself, what are you staying here for? most times i don't even have an answer. sometimes i just don't want to be here anymore, and those are the toughest thoughts to deal with. but the days that i truly cherish are the ones where i'm so overwhelmed with happiness that it feels like i can beat this depression. that happiness comes from friends and the jokes we share with one another, it comes from family members and their unconditional love for me. i love when friends and family are able to p*******e the barrier of lies and insecurities that depression creates, allowing me to feel love. those are the days that make life worth living, and those are the days that keep me fighting. the extremes of depression are the worst. one minute you could be on cloud nine and in the next you can feel like you've hit rock bottom.
i will be seeing a therapist soon. one day, however, i would like to get to a place where i can know for certain, without a doubt in my mind, that i belong here without the validation that comes from external forces.
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