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๐Ÿ’
Due to the publicity that segment recived on March 29th my business license was suspended pending revocation. If you don't know the details, check out the blog titled #suspension on www.fitcannabisgirl.com.
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This was it, it was over. I tried contacting lawyers and others to help but I didn't have the money needed to obtain this. I did my best to represent myself, but in the end the decision had been made. My license was revoked.
โŽ
I fell into a severe depression. Everything I had worked for was slipping through my fingers & I couldn't get a handle on it.  I really began to hate myself for trusting this kid & others. ๐Ÿ˜’
To add insult to injury I got to see the empty business I invested nearly all my time & money into everyday, since BtSF was in the basement of my home. I literally couldn't walk into it without feeling sick. To make matters worse I was trapt their since he had taken the SUV as well. I had no way to leave this hell.
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I have never been so suicidal in my life.
โš 
To top things off,  it was time to renew my lease and my landlords decided not to. I had anticipated being able to buy the house but clearly wasn't able to make that happen with the D.O. situation and after the city shut me down.
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I even tried working with an expierienced business consultant so I could continue this dream in a different way. Unfortunately that proved to be an unprofessional relationship as well, thus a waste of time.
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In short, or long, ๐Ÿ˜‚ these expierences have awoken me to the realization that I was targeted by D.O. and others alike. I have also concluded that the cannabis industry is a gold rush culture similar to that of the Wild West.
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With this awakening, I see & feel how crucial my emotions are to my health and wellness. I am excited to be in a place where I can share this, and feel like I can start to heal my mind, body and soul again with cannabis, fitness, nutrition! ๐Ÿ†
And, as always thank you for taking the time to read this 6 part blog post and for your support. It really means the world to me.
๐Ÿ™Œ
--- ps. I promise, now that that is out of the way, many positive & educational posts are to come!
12 68 2 hours ago
(part 6 of 6// continues from previous post)
๐Ÿ’
due to the publicity that segment recived on march 29th my business license was suspended pending revocation. if you don't know the details, check out the blog titled #suspension on www.fitcannabisgirl.com.
๐ŸŽฅ
this was it, it was over. i tried contacting lawyers and others to help but i didn't have the money needed to obtain this. i did my best to represent myself, but in the end the decision had been made. my license was revoked.
โŽ
i fell into a severe depression. everything i had worked for was slipping through my fingers & i couldn't get a handle on it. i really began to hate myself for trusting this kid & others. ๐Ÿ˜’
to add insult to injury i got to see the empty business i invested nearly all my time & money into everyday, since btsf was in the basement of my home. i literally couldn't walk into it without feeling sick. to make matters worse i was trapt their since he had taken the suv as well. i had no way to leave this hell.
๐Ÿš˜
i have never been so suicidal in my life.
โš 
to top things off, it was time to renew my lease and my landlords decided not to. i had anticipated being able to buy the house but clearly wasn't able to make that happen with the d.o. situation and after the city shut me down.
๐Ÿ 
i even tried working with an expierienced business consultant so i could continue this dream in a different way. unfortunately that proved to be an unprofessional relationship as well, thus a waste of time.
โฐ
in short, or long, ๐Ÿ˜‚ these expierences have awoken me to the realization that i was targeted by d.o. and others alike. i have also concluded that the cannabis industry is a gold rush culture similar to that of the wild west.
๐Ÿ
with this awakening, i see & feel how crucial my emotions are to my health and wellness. i am excited to be in a place where i can share this, and feel like i can start to heal my mind, body and soul again with cannabis, fitness, nutrition! ๐Ÿ†
and, as always thank you for taking the time to read this 6 part blog post and for your support. it really means the world to me.
๐Ÿ™Œ
--- ps. i promise, now that that is out of the way, many positive & educational posts are to come!
Laugh a little! Or a lot, in my case...
28 211 1 hour ago
Laugh a little! or a lot, in my case...
The world is our playground. 
Unbound by false values and false ideals. 
We know fear is an illusion. 
We are not intimidated to dig deep and dispel false realities. 
Through love and friendship we shift and draw likeminded souls into our journeys. Together we support, inspire, love and rise as a collective. 
We innately know our realities are meant to collide. 
We cast off what we are told is impossible.
We recognize our reality as our own perception - a wonderland filled with endless possibility. 
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#perception #life #love #collectiveconsciousness
17 1,422 4 hours ago
The world is our playground.
unbound by false values and false ideals.
we know fear is an illusion.
we are not intimidated to dig deep and dispel false realities.
through love and friendship we shift and draw likeminded souls into our journeys. together we support, inspire, love and rise as a collective.
we innately know our realities are meant to collide.
we cast off what we are told is impossible.
we recognize our reality as our own perception - a wonderland filled with endless possibility.
___
#perception #life #love #collectiveconsciousness
G-d gives us a challenge with the accompanying strength we need to rise above it. The greater our challenge, the greater our capacity for achievement on this earth. As we grow through different experiences, we dig to uncover our deeper selves and expand our consciousness and contribution here. The truth is, we wouldnโ€™t know what weโ€™re really made of without these trials. Even with this perspective, there are days where we feel less empowered and enthusiastic to meet whatever it is we need to meet. And yet, we show up anyway. We find the courage to try again, forging ahead in the best way we can. You may feel like youโ€™re staggering to your feet, but know that each step ahead, is precious and will take you to staggering heights.
#powerofspeech #innerstrength
25 2,120 2 days ago
G-d gives us a challenge with the accompanying strength we need to rise above it. the greater our challenge, the greater our capacity for achievement on this earth. as we grow through different experiences, we dig to uncover our deeper selves and expand our consciousness and contribution here. the truth is, we wouldn’t know what we’re really made of without these trials. even with this perspective, there are days where we feel less empowered and enthusiastic to meet whatever it is we need to meet. and yet, we show up anyway. we find the courage to try again, forging ahead in the best way we can. you may feel like you’re staggering to your feet, but know that each step ahead, is precious and will take you to staggering heights.
#powerofspeech #innerstrength
Meditating in gratitude... so thankful for every single thing in my life, and specially thankful for the woman Iโ€™ve become. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ’• #beingofloveandlight
9 75 7 hours ago
Meditating in gratitude... so thankful for every single thing in my life, and specially thankful for the woman i’ve become. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ’• #beingofloveandlight
6 1,891 2 days ago
[Smiling and kissed by the sun, like in a perfect vacation]
Eccoci sorridenti e baciati dal sole, in pieno spirito vacanziero! Abbiamo amato iniziare le giornate tutti insieme, sempre piรน o meno nello stesso ordine: quando suona la sveglia, il primo coraggioso che si alza รจ Stefano, poi ci chiama uno a uno, dโ€™altra parte per il bagno si va a turno, spalmata di crema e via, pronti a goderci la colazione...
Abbiamo amato concludere le giornate tutti insieme nella nostra grande camera a Villa Nefeli, rilassarci chiacchierando della giornata trascorsa, poi dirsi buonanotte... e ricominciare a chiacchierare, perchรฉ a qualcuno viene in mente qualcosa di importante da dire, che non puรฒ aspettare il giorno successivo! 
Succede anche a voi?
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Travel with us @panannablogdiviaggi
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#bettertogether #lifejourney #travelwithme #traveltagged #travelbloggerworld #dovevaiinvacanza #traveltribรน #ciaocomeestate #happinessisaplace #lovewins #weareitaliantravelers #santorini #santorinigreece #santoriniisland #bestofsantorini #sunsetlover
37 105 2 hours ago
[smiling and kissed by the sun, like in a perfect vacation]
eccoci sorridenti e baciati dal sole, in pieno spirito vacanziero! abbiamo amato iniziare le giornate tutti insieme, sempre più o meno nello stesso ordine: quando suona la sveglia, il primo coraggioso che si alza è stefano, poi ci chiama uno a uno, d’altra parte per il bagno si va a turno, spalmata di crema e via, pronti a goderci la colazione...
abbiamo amato concludere le giornate tutti insieme nella nostra grande camera a villa nefeli, rilassarci chiacchierando della giornata trascorsa, poi dirsi buonanotte... e ricominciare a chiacchierare, perché a qualcuno viene in mente qualcosa di importante da dire, che non può aspettare il giorno successivo!
succede anche a voi?
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travel with us @panannablogdiviaggi
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#bettertogether #lifejourney #travelwithme #traveltagged #travelbloggerworld #dovevaiinvacanza #traveltribù #ciaocomeestate #happinessisaplace #lovewins #weareitaliantravelers #santorini #santorinigreece #santoriniisland #bestofsantorini #sunsetlover
Collect moments, not things.
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Collect moments, not things.
Kinda wishing I was still in Florida so hereโ€™s some pics of me awkwardly getting hit by waves ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‚
3 83 3 hours ago
Kinda wishing i was still in florida so here’s some pics of me awkwardly getting hit by waves ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‚

@benyquinonez

benyquinonez
Cloud Appreciation Society.
1 12 6 minutes ago
Cloud appreciation society.

@reginaldhill

reginaldhill
#lifejourney has nothing but #joyandpeace
0 1 25 minutes ago
#lifejourney has nothing but #joyandpeace

@asukauk

asukauk
Tonight accountability selfie. Did day 78 of 80 day total body core phase 3 .It's peak week so it's carious workout from all 3 phases

Can't believe only 2 workouts to go๐Ÿ˜ฅ

Time to be a bad a$$ with a great a$$. Tuesday's I go horse riding so Tuesday workout will always go to Wednesday. Wenesday to Thursday etc.
And sunday I gave other commitments so sundays workout I'll do monday.
I know I'll get a bit behind. But I will complete all 80 days.
You've got to do what you've got to do 
#fitnessmotivation #fitness  #fitinspiration #fitnessjourney #workoutmotivation #workout #beachbody  #gymselfie #homegym #homeworkout #justdoit  #lifegoals #fitnessgoals #lifestylechange #thisgirlcan #sweat #sweaty #sweatyselfie #accountability #selfie  #bodytransformation #lifejourney #instafit #workout #fitnessgirl #80dayobsession #thepainisreal #commandershepardfit #insanitymax30 #flexfriday
1 25 27 minutes ago
Tonight accountability selfie. did day 78 of 80 day total body core phase 3 .it's peak week so it's carious workout from all 3 phases

can't believe only 2 workouts to go๐Ÿ˜ฅ

time to be a bad a$$ with a great a$$. tuesday's i go horse riding so tuesday workout will always go to wednesday. wenesday to thursday etc.
and sunday i gave other commitments so sundays workout i'll do monday.
i know i'll get a bit behind. but i will complete all 80 days.
you've got to do what you've got to do
#fitnessmotivation #fitness #fitinspiration #fitnessjourney #workoutmotivation #workout #beachbody #gymselfie #homegym #homeworkout #justdoit #lifegoals #fitnessgoals #lifestylechange #thisgirlcan #sweat #sweaty #sweatyselfie #accountability #selfie #bodytransformation #lifejourney #instafit #workout #fitnessgirl #80dayobsession #thepainisreal #commandershepardfit #insanitymax30 #flexfriday

@athayogazurich

athayogazurich
A moment of silence at todays @insideflow.yoga 
with @alexey.yoga .
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This MOMENT...we only got this moment! ๐Ÿ‘Œ...Thank You for reminding us the Power of Now! Thank you for the beautiful heart Flow dear Alexey! .
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#powerofnow #yoga #fridaynight #hotclass #sosweaty #flow #lifejourney #yogalife #yogalove #yogainspiration #zurich #zollikon
0 11 30 minutes ago
A moment of silence at todays @insideflow.yoga
with @alexey.yoga .
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this moment...we only got this moment! ๐Ÿ‘Œ...thank you for reminding us the power of now! thank you for the beautiful heart flow dear alexey! .
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#powerofnow #yoga #fridaynight #hotclass #sosweaty #flow #lifejourney #yogalife #yogalove #yogainspiration #zurich #zollikon

@fit.with.bacon

fit.with.bacon
Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will. Stop doubting yourself. You can do anything. You are amazing. โœจ
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Day 5 holy cardio with weights!๐Ÿ˜… It has been so long since Iโ€™ve done this workout. It sure brought back memories. Never liked it back then and still donโ€™t! ๐Ÿ˜‚ But I pushed myself and gave it my all! ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿป
Happy Friday!! ๐Ÿ’—
3 19 31 minutes ago
Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will. stop doubting yourself. you can do anything. you are amazing. โœจ
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day 5 holy cardio with weights!๐Ÿ˜… it has been so long since i’ve done this workout. it sure brought back memories. never liked it back then and still don’t! ๐Ÿ˜‚ but i pushed myself and gave it my all! ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿป
happy friday!! ๐Ÿ’—

@theofficialnatelove

theofficialnatelove
NO BIRTHDAY BREAKS OR CAKES !! Thank you God for another year and another day! I am One of the fortunate ones who gets the Privilege of growing older ! On that note happy birthday to me! So much good things are to come in the next year stay close and watch me grow ! I love you all

#smile #LIFE #happiness#workout
#ketogeniclife #longterm #lifegoals #lovewhoivebecome #health #weightlossjourney #lifejourney #happy #organic #happy  #love  #beforeandafter #determination  #mua #motd #anastasiabeverlyhills #fentybeauty #maccosmetics #choicefitness beforeandafter #transformation #music #samsmith #toogoodatgoodbyes #avacado #bacon #greenbeans #chicken
1 12 47 minutes ago
No birthday breaks or cakes !! thank you god for another year and another day! i am one of the fortunate ones who gets the privilege of growing older ! on that note happy birthday to me! so much good things are to come in the next year stay close and watch me grow ! i love you all

#smile #life #happiness#workout #ketogeniclife #longterm #lifegoals #lovewhoivebecome #health #weightlossjourney #lifejourney #happy #organic #happy #love #beforeandafter #determination #mua #motd #anastasiabeverlyhills #fentybeauty #maccosmetics #choicefitness beforeandafter #transformation #music #samsmith #toogoodatgoodbyes #avacado #bacon #greenbeans #chicken

@7poppies

7poppies
Just in case anyone is wondering, Iโ€™m so freakin excited to visit my cellist tomorrow ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ’™โค๏ธ #thegraceseeker #7poppies #chasinggrace #mamagrief #griefjourney #lifejourney #musiccamp #myboy #sixteen #classicalmusician #cellist #greatkid #soproud #life
0 21 48 minutes ago
Just in case anyone is wondering, i’m so freakin excited to visit my cellist tomorrow ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ’™โค๏ธ #thegraceseeker #7poppies #chasinggrace #mamagrief #griefjourney #lifejourney #musiccamp #myboy #sixteen #classicalmusician #cellist #greatkid #soproud #life

@_jessicaroselyberg_

_jessicaroselyberg_
The rough days are the days that matter. Things come up. Life happens. Not everything will go as planned. The point is to grow through and not let it bring you down. You will get through it, but to really change you need to GROW through it. Come out of it with a fresh mind, clear head, and peaceful thoughts. Whenever Iโ€™m faced with a frustrating situation I have a new mantra to say, โ€œYou will get through it, now make it better.โ€ #growthmindset #roughdays #beyourself #positivevibesonly #lifejourney #notjustme #stopbeingselfish #relationshipsarework
1 2 50 minutes ago
The rough days are the days that matter. things come up. life happens. not everything will go as planned. the point is to grow through and not let it bring you down. you will get through it, but to really change you need to grow through it. come out of it with a fresh mind, clear head, and peaceful thoughts. whenever i’m faced with a frustrating situation i have a new mantra to say, “you will get through it, now make it better.” #growthmindset #roughdays #beyourself #positivevibesonly #lifejourney #notjustme #stopbeingselfish #relationshipsarework

@ausrinemes

ausrinemes
๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š Smile. Inside and outside. No matter what storms are around us, smile is that umbrella, which always helps. #smile #goodthoughts #positivevibes #positivness #openheart #life #lifejourney  #sunshine
0 18 50 minutes ago
๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š smile. inside and outside. no matter what storms are around us, smile is that umbrella, which always helps. #smile #goodthoughts #positivevibes #positivness #openheart #life #lifejourney #sunshine

@empower_women18

empower_women18
I stood quiet for so long in fear of what others would say or think. ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ I stood quiet for so long in fear of revealing too much and being scared that someone would ridicule me.

But who cares? ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ People need others to tell their stories so they can know they arenโ€™t alone in their journeys! 
People need others to express their opinions, concerns, joys, sadness, angers, success.

I use to hold back my success in fear of someone getting envious and hating on me..
And itโ€™s happened.

But Who cares if someone gets envious of your success.

The fact is no matter what you say or do, there will ALWAYS be a naysayer. ๐Ÿ™…๐Ÿผโ€โ™‚๏ธ There will always be someone to criticize how you do things, and how you see things.

And I know so many people who do this!

But being able to share with others my story with the struggles Iโ€™ve had in my life EMPOWERS others! ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿฝ#inspiration #empoweringwomen #lifejourney #bodypositive #mindset
0 1 1 hour ago
I stood quiet for so long in fear of what others would say or think. ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿฝ‍โ™€๏ธ i stood quiet for so long in fear of revealing too much and being scared that someone would ridicule me.

but who cares? ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿป‍โ™€๏ธ people need others to tell their stories so they can know they aren’t alone in their journeys!
people need others to express their opinions, concerns, joys, sadness, angers, success.

i use to hold back my success in fear of someone getting envious and hating on me..
and it’s happened.

but who cares if someone gets envious of your success.

the fact is no matter what you say or do, there will always be a naysayer. ๐Ÿ™…๐Ÿผ‍โ™‚๏ธ there will always be someone to criticize how you do things, and how you see things.

and i know so many people who do this!

but being able to share with others my story with the struggles i’ve had in my life empowers others! ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿฝ#inspiration #empoweringwomen #lifejourney #bodypositive #mindset

@hannieslife

hannieslife
Treat everyday like a new chance, a new opportunity and like it is itโ€™s own little life. Live it to the fullest because at the end of the day, itโ€™s over ๐Ÿ’™ 
#budda #quotes #life #lifejourney
0 3 1 hour ago
Treat everyday like a new chance, a new opportunity and like it is it’s own little life. live it to the fullest because at the end of the day, it’s over ๐Ÿ’™
#budda #quotes #life #lifejourney

@blissfitnutrition

blissfitnutrition
A week ago during my holidays โ€• I managed to carve out an entire hour of self care. ๐Ÿงก I lit a candle and had a relaxing bath whilst reading a book. This last week has been honestly so wonderful and above all so healing. I am beyond grateful for that. IIt has allowed me to cultivate more compassion towards myself and more positivity towards the rough time I am currently going through. My boyfriend has been such a rock. He bought me a bath bomb made of lavender when we visited the Lavender farm in Yorkshire and insisted that I should have a bath and allow myself to relax and unwind. Each day has been so special in its own way, which has allowed me to be more in the present moment, let things flow naturally and live with increased intention and purpose. There is still a long way to go but I am already far from where I was standing just a month ago and I am proud of that. โœจit is not always easy to push through discomfort to reach our goals but the main message that I want to share with this post is that: YOU are WORTHY and Your VALUE is constant. Full stop. You are valuable every single day regardless of your past choices and the hurdles life throws at you. That is it. So all you have to do is to carry on. #selflove #selfrespect #life #lifejourney #mind #love #gratitude #thankful #inspiration #lifequotes #lifeinspiration #journaling #downtime #selfacceptance #alonetime #metime #reading #unwind
0 9 2 hours ago
A week ago during my holidays โ€• i managed to carve out an entire hour of self care. ๐Ÿงก i lit a candle and had a relaxing bath whilst reading a book. this last week has been honestly so wonderful and above all so healing. i am beyond grateful for that. iit has allowed me to cultivate more compassion towards myself and more positivity towards the rough time i am currently going through. my boyfriend has been such a rock. he bought me a bath bomb made of lavender when we visited the lavender farm in yorkshire and insisted that i should have a bath and allow myself to relax and unwind. each day has been so special in its own way, which has allowed me to be more in the present moment, let things flow naturally and live with increased intention and purpose. there is still a long way to go but i am already far from where i was standing just a month ago and i am proud of that. โœจit is not always easy to push through discomfort to reach our goals but the main message that i want to share with this post is that: you are worthy and your value is constant. full stop. you are valuable every single day regardless of your past choices and the hurdles life throws at you. that is it. so all you have to do is to carry on. #selflove #selfrespect #life #lifejourney #mind #love #gratitude #thankful #inspiration #lifequotes #lifeinspiration #journaling #downtime #selfacceptance #alonetime #metime #reading #unwind

@gennaellis

gennaellis
Welcome to Miami ๐ŸŒด#miami#miamilove#miamibeach#fontainebleau#fontainebleaumiami#girlstrip#vacay#wanderlust#palms#palmtrees#eastcoast#vegan#plantbased#vegantravel#gratitude#lifejourney#beach#vegansofig#travelpics
14 126 1 hour ago
Welcome to miami ๐ŸŒด#miami#miamilove#miamibeach#fontainebleau#fontainebleaumiami#girlstrip#vacay#wanderlust#palms#palmtrees#eastcoast#vegan#plantbased#vegantravel#gratitude#lifejourney#beach#vegansofig#travelpics

@bozzylight

bozzylight
Just taking a moment to reflect on the first day of my loc journey. I really appreciate these diamond parts in the back!
4 98 2 weeks ago
Just taking a moment to reflect on the first day of my loc journey. i really appreciate these diamond parts in the back!