(part 6 of 6// continues from previous post)
due to the publicity that segment recived on march 29th my business license was suspended pending revocation. if you don't know the details, check out the blog titled #suspension
this was it, it was over. i tried contacting lawyers and others to help but i didn't have the money needed to obtain this. i did my best to represent myself, but in the end the decision had been made. my license was revoked.
i fell into a severe depression. everything i had worked for was slipping through my fingers & i couldn't get a handle on it. i really began to hate myself for trusting this kid & others. 😒
to add insult to injury i got to see the empty business i invested nearly all my time & money into everyday, since btsf was in the basement of my home. i literally couldn't walk into it without feeling sick. to make matters worse i was trapt their since he had taken the suv as well. i had no way to leave this hell.
i have never been so suicidal in my life.
to top things off, it was time to renew my lease and my landlords decided not to. i had anticipated being able to buy the house but clearly wasn't able to make that happen with the d.o. situation and after the city shut me down.
i even tried working with an expierienced business consultant so i could continue this dream in a different way. unfortunately that proved to be an unprofessional relationship as well, thus a waste of time.
in short, or long, 😂 these expierences have awoken me to the realization that i was targeted by d.o. and others alike. i have also concluded that the cannabis industry is a gold rush culture similar to that of the wild west.
with this awakening, i see & feel how crucial my emotions are to my health and wellness. i am excited to be in a place where i can share this, and feel like i can start to heal my mind, body and soul again with cannabis, fitness, nutrition! 🏆
and, as always thank you for taking the time to read this 6 part blog post and for your support. it really means the world to me.
--- ps. i promise, now that that is out of the way, many positive & educational posts are to come!