2 hours ago
I’m definetely not perfect and never will be but that’s totally fine. 🙅🏼♀️
i used to strive for perfection and ultimate control.
everything i did had to be done perfectly and i wanted to be the best in everything. i believed that being perfect and in control over myself would make me happy and satisfied. but it didn’t - because nothing i did was “perfect enough” for me. the more i tried, the worse i got mentally.
the pas few years, however, i learned that i simply cannot and don’t have to be perfect! i mean i’m still quite a determined person and try to be the best version of myself but i learned that i don’t have to be perfect. (especially with grades i’ve become that “as long as i pass-person” whereas i used to be that one who had to be the best🤦🏼♀️ but i also start to slowly be more okay with myself/my body) and let me tell you, i feel so much more relaxed and free.🌸