I’m an “all in” type of person. and when i found bodybuilding it held a very special spot in my heart. i quickly found that i am somewhat good in what i do, so with that being said, i put it all on the line.
i did absolutely crazy things at times to make my dreams come true and pushing my insides to the limit on a daily basis.
if you came to me a few months ago and asked “would you give your life for a number one spot?” i would have said yes yes yes and thought nothing of it.
i’m going to be honest. over the last 2 weeks i fought kidney failure and rhabdomyolysis and let me tell you... it scared the s**t out of me and i know i never want to have that pain ever ever again.
with my new outlook on life i see things completely different and i will put my health and my family who wants to see me grow old before destroying myself ever again. i do want to win, i really do but no amount of pride, money, or anything is worth giving your life away. i am planning on starting a family and let me tell you that i will be a father who is above ground and able to see my kids grow old while being with my amazing woman.
so if you take anything from this.. be safe please.. nothing’s worth your life or health. thanks to everyone who reached out to me during this time and i couldn’t be more appreciative💜