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@blxxk_roses

blxxk_roses
⭐️Some deep crap now⭐️
Loving myself for who I am has always been the hardest part in my life. Constantly hearing in your childhood that your legs are way to fat, that you have the wrong jeans size, that you’re a pickled herring(yes someone really used that term), that your face is ugly makes you believe all of these things some day. Some day I really started thinking of myself in that way. I thought my legs were way to big, my hips were to wide, my boobs were to small, my hair looked crap. It started in primary school. In primary school , when life should be easy and fun and about friends and playing and not about who’s body is the best. I never really cared about what that one person constantly told me, but when I was in 6th grade and it kept going and getting worse with more people I realized something . Looking around me everyone seemed to look different. They didn’t have as much fat as I had. They were slim. I shouldn’t have cared but at some point I did. Even though I wasn’t overweight at that point I slowly started ruining myself with my thoughts and after a year( and also with the help of the wrong pill) I got heavily overweight. At this point I weight 97 kg and I couldn’t  handle it anymore. I found friends, I come along way better with all of them and I can really trust them. But still I kept breaking inside. Right now I am at my limit and I hate myself so much that I can’t even put it into words. Not even makeup makes me feel good. No, I don’t even like my damn hair. When I look into the mirror I see someone that has potential but is to broken to keep on doing this. I’m so sick of myself and so mad at myself for letting those little children 4 years ago pick at me and bullying me and destroying me. I’m so mad that I never said a word. I’m so so mad that I let them go on and on. I’m so mad that I never did anything against them. Im so mad at myself that I never ever told anyone all really bad story’s and all the bullying that happened, not even my parents knew about this until a few days ago. Im so mad and sick of everything.

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⭐️some deep c**p now⭐️
loving myself for who i am has always been the hardest part in my life. constantly hearing in your childhood that your legs are way to fat, that you have the wrong jeans size, that you’re a pickled herring(yes someone really used that term), that your face is ugly makes you believe all of these things some day. some day i really started thinking of myself in that way. i thought my legs were way to big, my hips were to wide, my b***s were to small, my hair looked crap. it started in primary school. in primary school , when life should be easy and fun and about friends and playing and not about who’s body is the best. i never really cared about what that one person constantly told me, but when i was in 6th grade and it kept going and getting worse with more people i realized something . looking around me everyone seemed to look different. they didn’t have as much f*t as i had. they were slim. i shouldn’t have cared but at some point i did. even though i wasn’t overweight at that point i slowly started ruining myself with my thoughts and after a year( and also with the help of the wrong pill) i got heavily overweight. at this point i weight 97 kg and i couldn’t handle it anymore. i found friends, i come along way better with all of them and i can really trust them. but still i kept breaking inside. right now i am at my limit and i hate myself so much that i can’t even put it into words. not even makeup makes me feel good. no, i don’t even like my d**n hair. when i look into the mirror i see someone that has potential but is to broken to keep on doing this. i’m so sick of myself and so mad at myself for letting those little children 4 years ago pick at me and bullying me and destroying me. i’m so mad that i never said a word. i’m so so mad that i let them go on and on. i’m so mad that i never did anything against them. im so mad at myself that i never ever told anyone all really bad story’s and all the bullying that happened, not even my parents knew about this until a few days ago. im so mad and sick of everything.

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@yndycarts

yndycarts
#watercolor #watercolorpainting #paint #painting #sketchbook #olddrawing  I don't have much time to spend in drawing,i have exams, so I will post old drawings from my sketchbook
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#watercolor #watercolorpainting #paint #painting #sketchbook #olddrawing i don't have much time to spend in drawing,i have exams, so i will post old drawings from my sketchbook

@robertkizielewicz

robertkizielewicz
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@cozydoodler

cozydoodler
So I did a little traditional art this afternoon (Insta legit ruined the quality). Im trying to find my style and everything so Im drawing in different ways. I REALLY enjoyed doing these though oh my Lanta. Thinking about making him/her a fursona or a character, not sure which. What're yalls thoughts? Should I make something digital out of him/her? More traditional art?
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🚫PLEASE DO NOT STEAL, COPY, TRACE OR REPOST MY ART THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE PERMISSION TO USE🚫
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So i did a little traditional art this afternoon (insta legit ruined the quality). im trying to find my style and everything so im drawing in different ways. i really enjoyed doing these though oh my lanta. thinking about making him/her a fursona or a character, not sure which. what're yalls thoughts? should i make something digital out of him/her? more traditional art?
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🚫please do not steal, copy, trace or repost my art that you do not have permission to use🚫
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random tags:
#art #illustration #drawing #draw #picture #artist #sketch #sketchbook #paper #pen #pencil #artsy #instaart #beautiful #instagood #gallery #masterpiece #creative #photooftheday #instaartist #graphic #graphics #artoftheday

@leftthemetallist

leftthemetallist
Still a bit to do, but coming along nicely... Aún queda un poco por hacer, pero está quedando bien... #workinprogress #pencildrawing #moleskine #sketch #sketchbook #art #artist #traditionalart #traditionalartist #submarine #diver #sea #sexybooty
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Still a bit to do, but coming along nicely... aún queda un poco por hacer, pero está quedando bien... #workinprogress #pencildrawing #moleskine #sketch #sketchbook #art #artist #traditionalart #traditionalartist #submarine #diver #sea #sexybooty

@artistic_kohai

artistic_kohai
This was supposed to be for @myrmidia 40k contest, but my phone didn't post in time by a few minutes 😂😣
Even though I didn't make it, I still love the piece so much! ❤

#illustration #sassuchi_support #featuremecyarine #myrmidia40k #onigirl #sunset #strawberrymilk #drawingmood #drawingskills #sketchbook #halfbody #stupidphone #copicsart #copic #markers #artsyfartsy
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This was supposed to be for @myrmidia 40k contest, but my phone didn't post in time by a few minutes 😂😣
even though i didn't make it, i still love the piece so much! ❤

#illustration #sassuchi_support #featuremecyarine #myrmidia40k #onigirl #sunset #strawberrymilk #drawingmood #drawingskills #sketchbook #halfbody #stupidphone #copicsart #copic #markers #artsyfartsy

@_uglystar

_uglystar
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