Now that we finally have wifi installed in our house i'm able to work on my homework... pf~ i have a chemistry activity summative tomorrow.
Okay so i hope this isnt too depressing anyway: 2019 has been the shittiest year of my life. ive f****d so much s**t up and i deadass ruined all the chances i had at being happy. im so f*****g afraid of change so i let myself get more and more miserable. literally every f*****g day is sum more bs that ion wanna have to deal with. im so insecure and i care so much about what people think that i prevent myself from being genuinely me. but i dont know who that is. i dont know who i am. and i know im young and thats not a huge deal but it makes me feel like im playing a part. its so f*****g annoyingand i hate it. ive ruined relationships i cared about so f*****g much and i cant change it. people just say to let go but i f*****g cant because im a crybaby a*s bitch. like im so sensitive and its so annoying. i have no healthy coping mechanisms but crying. i cry when im sad angry happy or stressed. and every other mechanism is either s.h or sum like me shaving my eyebrows anyway. i really wanna f*****g turn 18 and move far away. my mother is such a f*****g cunt. like yes i understand im a disappointment and you dont like the way i dress but telling me imma end up getting r*ped bc of it is so gross??? like what the actual fuck. anyway sorry for this im just s a d.
espero que te haya gustado 🏹💕
-activa las notificaciones para que no te pierdas ninguna publicación 📲🔔
-comparte con tus amigos📱
#selfcaredaily#selfcareeveryday#selfcareaccount#tips#selfcaretips#threads#selfcarethreads#selfcarecondejos#consejos#makeup#beautytips#chicas#selfcaresunday#selfcaremonday#selfcarethread#selfcarefirst#tumblr#tumblrgirl #consejo#chicatumblr#chicas#selfcare #selfcarethreads#selfcaretips #selfcareespañol #selfcarelove #tips#español #memesespañol