14 hours ago
I am so excited to meet the next person i'm going to love.
i'm going to love them selflessly and not selfishly.
i'm going to love them for their own individual identity - not because i need someone to help me fill mine.
i'm going to love them not because i need anything - i am happy and content and whole on my own... i am going to love them because i choose to love them for the fact that they complement my life.
i will not need constant affection or to be constantly present in their life. i will not worry when i don't hear from them for awhile.
i will not feel that i am not worthy enough to be loved - and loved healthily. i will not need constant reassurance. i will be strong and fulfilled on my own.
this is a kind of love i've never had before.
the person i love next will get to experience my strength - mental + physical. they will get to experience freedom.
they will get to fully be themselves with me - whatever that means to them.
they will experience space, individuality, loyalty. they will get to experience someone who is self sufficient and confident. they will get to experience a give and take partnership and friendship.
i am so excited to love again, when i'm ready. i am so grateful i took these steps to be the best person i can be as an individual. i've learned so much. i almost feel like the start to my love life is right now. the only thing i wish is that i would have went on this journey with myself sooner. it is unexplainably blissful. 🌻
also if you read this far i love you.