To my loving dad .. losing you was the hardest part of my life but writing a letter to you knowing that u won't read it, is indescribably painful .. i've been told that time would let my heart heal .. that time would make me accept the fact that you are no longer here .. but none of this seems real !! cuz i had plenty of time .. a whole year had passed by and i still feel the same pain i felt the day you passed away .. you know dad, life goes on and nothing stops .. but im unable to move on .. i'm in the same spot you left me .. i know you are in a better place and i pray every single day that you are safe and sound .. but i miss you .. i miss you so much it hurts .. i miss you in ways i can't even describe .. i pretend i'm okay and i honestly try so hard to be okay and move on until it hits me that you are forever gone .. i lost a precious part of my heart and i know it will never be whole again .. nothing will fill the void you left inside me .. i tried to visit you to tell you how my life is going cuz i know u would hear me like you used to hear me everyday .. but they won't let me .. they say i'm not "allowed" to go to a graveyard and i don't understand why cuz it's so unfair 💔 what if i had something important to tell you !! i look back at the years we had and the memories we shared .. and still wish i could have more to spare .. i know i'm being selfishly unreasonable but i wish i could go back to the safest place on earth .. i wish i could be in your arms once again 💔
i love you dad and i will always miss you ..