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spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide Allie🐊Jade/Leo/26/Vegan/SWNY💌[email protected] 💻patreon.com/spaceinvayda 👄skincare: allisonhodges.myrandf.com 💁🏼 etsy.com/shop/VaydaSuicide 🎀 https://www.suicidegirls.com/girls/vayda/album/3378541/the-blues
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spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
My new job, new chair.  New me, who dis? 😇 @fringehairjtny @ajhstyles
36 2,540 7 hours ago
My new job, new chair. new me, who dis? 😇 @fringehairjtny @ajhstyles
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
✨💫🌙 started a new job today that I’m super excited about.  Experimenting with raw-veganism (if you have any tips please send them my way). Started a journal a few days ago to keep my head on straight.  Starting to hang out with friends more.  2018 is going to be good to me because I’m going to be good to me.  Okeyyyyy 💕✨
80 8,362 3 days ago
✨💫🌙 started a new job today that i’m super excited about. experimenting with raw-veganism (if you have any tips please send them my way). started a journal a few days ago to keep my head on straight. starting to hang out with friends more. 2018 is going to be good to me because i’m going to be good to me. okeyyyyy 💕✨
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
www.etsy.com/shop/vaydasuicide ✨Just marked all signed prints and posters down 40% off of the original price! ✨I want clear out the store for new things! 💕 go to my instagram story and swipe up for direct link
3 1,288 4 days ago
Www.etsy.com/shop/vaydasuicide ✨just marked all signed prints and posters down 40% off of the original price! ✨i want clear out the store for new things! 💕 go to my instagram story and swipe up for direct link
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
Cheers to embracing new heights by overcoming our obstacles in 2018 ✨🙌🏼 📷: @seekaxiom The 2018 calendar shoot is up on my patreon www.patreon.com/spaceinvayda
15 6,189 5 days ago
Cheers to embracing new heights by overcoming our obstacles in 2018 ✨🙌🏼 📷: @seekaxiom the 2018 calendar shoot is up on my patreon www.patreon.com/spaceinvayda
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
Me and my beautiful unicorns 💕💕💕 happy birthday Shelly 🦄💁🏼‍♀️🦄
8 1,965 6 days ago
Me and my beautiful unicorns 💕💕💕 happy birthday shelly 🦄💁🏼‍♀️🦄
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

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@nikitaiszard thanks so much for the fan art 🙌🏼💕
9 2,604 6 days ago
@nikitaiszard thanks so much for the fan art 🙌🏼💕
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
My favorite hair day is usually the 3rd or 4th day after washing it ✨💕 I’ve been training my hair for a few years to the point where I only have wash it once every 5-7 days!  How often do you wash your hair?
115 9,398 6 days ago
My favorite hair day is usually the 3rd or 4th day after washing it ✨💕 i’ve been training my hair for a few years to the point where i only have wash it once every 5-7 days! how often do you wash your hair?
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
Messyhairdontcurrrr 💕
64 10,914 2 weeks ago
Messyhairdontcurrrr 💕
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
“Sweet reunion Jamaica and Spain,
We’re like how we were again,
I’m in the tub, you on the seat,
Lick your lips as I snap my feet,
Then you notice like carpet burn,
My stomach drop and my gut churn,
You shrug and it’s the worst,
Who truly stuck the knife in first” 📷: @seekaxiom 
Calendar shoot coming to my patreon today.  www.patreon.com/spaceinvayda
58 9,271 2 weeks ago
“sweet reunion jamaica and spain, we’re like how we were again, i’m in the tub, you on the seat, lick your lips as i snap my feet, then you notice like carpet burn, my stomach drop and my gut churn, you shrug and it’s the worst, who truly stuck the knife in first” 📷: @seekaxiom calendar shoot coming to my patreon today. www.patreon.com/spaceinvayda
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
We got to present multiple poems a couple nights ago.  Here’s another one that I wrote. “Burning houses”

I had a dream last night where 
You broke my heart,
It was like being chased 
Forever by that monster
Who runs after you 
But just keeps tripping me.
I kept reaching for ways
To turn the delusion 
Of the dream my mind created
Around but I could not even 
Touch you.
I felt like your monster you 
Didn’t want,
The person you were most afraid of 
Was me.
Like my finger tips would
Melt your skin
Your skin off of mine
Burned the itch 
Like the bug bite
I’ve X’d out time and time again.
All I could say is I’m sorry 
I’m sorry you can not love me
After I’ve taken all of
The if ands or buts out of
The pantry 
I’ve opened a can of worms
Of death do us part 
Without the ring 
Or the ceremony.
My love is a riptide 
That hits so hard it
Knocks the air out of 
Your insides
It shocks you 
Like a bath of ice
Then wraps you in 
Heated blankets that 
Make you catch a fever.
Have I already gone too far?
You have too much to give 
With too much left to live.
Wake up wake up
Cupid carries my pitch fork
And spills gasoline 
On souls that I did not choose.
Some say that 
Sparking the match 
Is the charcoaled fault line 
Of which I have created 
But I do not regret the damage 
In my lungs from
Saving souls from
Burning houses.
47 1,985 2 weeks ago
We got to present multiple poems a couple nights ago. here’s another one that i wrote. “burning houses” 
i had a dream last night where 
you broke my heart,
it was like being chased 
forever by that monster
who runs after you 
but just keeps tripping me.
i kept reaching for ways
to turn the delusion 
of the dream my mind created
around but i could not even 
touch you.
i felt like your monster you 
didn’t want,
the person you were most afraid of 
was me.
like my finger tips would
melt your skin
your skin off of mine
burned the itch 
like the bug bite
i’ve x’d out time and time again.
all i could say is i’m sorry 
i’m sorry you can not love me
after i’ve taken all of
the if ands or buts out of
the pantry 
i’ve opened a can of worms
of death do us part 
without the ring 
or the ceremony.
my love is a riptide 
that hits so hard it
knocks the air out of 
your insides
it shocks you 
like a bath of ice
then wraps you in 
heated blankets that 
make you catch a fever.
have i already gone too far?
you have too much to give 
with too much left to live.
wake up wake up
cupid carries my pitch fork
and spills gasoline 
on souls that i did not choose.
some say that 
sparking the match 
is the charcoaled fault line 
of which i have created 
but i do not regret the damage 
in my lungs from
saving souls from
burning houses.
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
Tonight I read my poetry for the first time at open mic night.  Was so nervous but I did it!!! 2018 is a year for facing my fears and focusing on my art. Follow my art page @spaceinvayda_art to see more ✨✨✨💕💕
Stripe Genetics 
Momma told me that 
People are predisposed 
Like the way genetics 
Create zebra stripes
Not one is the same 
But we stay the same.
You see I like to fix things
Like genetics,
I believe or believed
That despite upbringing or 
What we were made to do
Everyone had a chance of
A different life.
But when a boy 
Says he wants to leave
Let him leave.
When a plate drops 
Let it break but
Pick up the pieces 
And throw it in the trash
After you wrap it
And protect it from
Cutting anyone else. 
But if I love that plate
I won’t let it go
I will wait until the right time
To go get the glue 
To make it whole again,
But it’s still the same plate
Just broken.
Usable but fragile
You can set things on it
But I can’t put it in the mircrowave
I can’t heat or eat the 
Things that make me 
Full again
That comfort food
Rests unsteady on a broken 
Foundation
And makes me want to
Crawl into bed.
When I thought I could change the 
Way you see my stripes and 
How I thought our 
Lines could cancel 
Each other’s out 
To make a black stallion 
A knight of love 
And shining armor…
We are just blind 
Zebras parallel 
To our stripes.
178 5,246 3 weeks ago
Tonight i read my poetry for the first time at open mic night. was so nervous but i did it!!! 2018 is a year for facing my fears and focusing on my art. follow my art page @spaceinvayda_art to see more ✨✨✨💕💕 stripe genetics momma told me that people are predisposed like the way genetics create zebra stripes not one is the same but we stay the same. you see i like to fix things like genetics, i believe or believed that despite upbringing or what we were made to do everyone had a chance of a different life. but when a boy says he wants to leave let him leave. when a plate drops let it break but pick up the pieces and throw it in the trash after you wrap it and protect it from cutting anyone else. but if i love that plate i won’t let it go i will wait until the right time to go get the glue to make it whole again, but it’s still the same plate just broken. usable but fragile you can set things on it but i can’t put it in the mircrowave i can’t heat or eat the things that make me full again that comfort food rests unsteady on a broken foundation and makes me want to crawl into bed. when i thought i could change the way you see my stripes and how i thought our lines could cancel each other’s out to make a black stallion a knight of love and shining armor… we are just blind zebras parallel to our stripes.
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
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1 136 3 weeks ago
This is the skincare line i’ve been using for the past 4 months and i’ve never been more in love with how my skin is looking. so now i am a skincare consultant for the company! i can assess the right skin care for you over a phone call! bundle up and start the year strong💪🏼 bundle up for your best skin for a limited time, enjoy a 20 percent savings on a regimen + active hydration serum special . our multi-med therapy regimens give you the right ingredients, in the right formulations, in the right order to deliver visible results. add r+f active hydration serum into the mix, and you've got a clinically tested solution for boosting r+f regimen performance. active hydration serum is the key to hydrated, younger-acting skin -- adding radiance for redefine users, fewer visible fine lines for reverse users, more balanced skin for unblemish users and firmer-looking skin for soothe users. rodan and fields always has a 60 day money back guarantee! message me for details on how to get started
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

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@highchanel made me 25mg and 75mg vegan gummies this weekend😍😍😍 I love them because it’s the perfect amount to not get myself into more than I can handle at once.  They taste so natural and delicious 😋 go check out her business page @terptreatsco for inquiries ✨🙌🏼
9 672 3 weeks ago
@highchanel made me 25mg and 75mg vegan gummies this weekend😍😍😍 i love them because it’s the perfect amount to not get myself into more than i can handle at once. they taste so natural and delicious 😋 go check out her business page @terptreatsco for inquiries ✨🙌🏼
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
2018✨
40 4,751 3 weeks ago
2018✨
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
So thankful to have someone like @highchanel in my life, no matter how long we go without talking, or seeing eachother we get to right back where we left off.  This year has been one of the greatest roller coasters emotionally for me.  I also experienced a lot of new amazing things that I would never take back.  Well, and I lost a relationship I’ve held onto for years and I’ve lost friends along with that.  So much has opened my eyes to my future that I want for myself.  The end of this year has been pretty bad for me, but things can only get better when you let go of toxic people in your life and surround yourself the positive ones.  The people that care will be there for you when you fall down and feel weak if you let them.  I needed this trip more than you probably know and am so happy I get to go into the new year with someone as special as you 💕thanks for helping me with the plane ticket and taking care of me always 💕love you 💕💕 video from @decadencenye last night.  Hope all of you get to be close to someone that cares about you and that if you’re missing someone that you carry them with you weightlessly in your heart into 2018
6 812 3 weeks ago
So thankful to have someone like @highchanel in my life, no matter how long we go without talking, or seeing eachother we get to right back where we left off. this year has been one of the greatest roller coasters emotionally for me. i also experienced a lot of new amazing things that i would never take back. well, and i lost a relationship i’ve held onto for years and i’ve lost friends along with that. so much has opened my eyes to my future that i want for myself. the end of this year has been pretty bad for me, but things can only get better when you let go of toxic people in your life and surround yourself the positive ones. the people that care will be there for you when you fall down and feel weak if you let them. i needed this trip more than you probably know and am so happy i get to go into the new year with someone as special as you 💕thanks for helping me with the plane ticket and taking care of me always 💕love you 💕💕 video from @decadencenye last night. hope all of you get to be close to someone that cares about you and that if you’re missing someone that you carry them with you weightlessly in your heart into 2018
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
@highchanel so happy 💕💕💕
14 1,514 3 weeks ago
@highchanel so happy 💕💕💕
spaceinvayda

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@soulfloetry #wcw she’s such a babe and has an amazing voice 😍😩😩💕💕
5 569 4 weeks ago
@soulfloetry #wcw she’s such a b**e and has an amazing voice 😍😩😩💕💕
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
“'Cause I'm a beautiful wreck
A colorful mess, but I'm funny
Oh, I'm a heartbreak vet
With a stone-cold neck, yeah, I'm charming” 📷: @daltonfunari
56 9,579 4 weeks ago
“'cause i'm a beautiful wreck a colorful mess, but i'm funny oh, i'm a heartbreak vet with a stone-cold neck, yeah, i'm charming” 📷: @daltonfunari
spaceinvayda

@spaceinvayda

Vayda Suicide
“You know I'd love to sip you back
Just like water
You know I'd love to sip you back
Just like
You know you're moving right past
Like water
And I've been sippin something back like

It's like I told you baby
Some things I'll never be
And now I'm drinking them back
Like water
And now I'm moving right past
Like water
And I've been drinking them back
Like water
And I've been sippin something back
Just like water
And now I'm moving right past
Like water” -PLAZA 📷: @mkultra_killerqueen
30 5,550 4 weeks ago
“you know i'd love to sip you back just like water you know i'd love to sip you back just like you know you're moving right past like water and i've been sippin something back like it's like i told you baby some things i'll never be and now i'm drinking them back like water and now i'm moving right past like water and i've been drinking them back like water and i've been sippin something back just like water and now i'm moving right past like water” -plaza 📷: @mkultra_killerqueen