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stephygluv

StephyG BfH ๐Ÿ’š ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡ท๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ท๐Ÿ‡ฐ๐Ÿ‡ช๐Ÿ‡น๐Ÿ‡ญ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ธ “A warm smile is the universal language of kindness." William Arthur Ward ๐Ÿ’š ๐ŸŒฟNone of us are free until all of us are free.๐ŸŒฟ #M4RJ
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10.6.2003 - 12.10.2018
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The depth of grief does seem like a dark, bottomless, and infinite pit in this moment. ๐Ÿ’”
15 years was not enough time with this bundle of joy and unconditional love๐Ÿ’• He was the sweetest chihuahua and spread joy everywhere he went. 
Maybe someday Iโ€™ll stop crying, but the second half of 2018 seems determined to teach me more lessons of sorrow than I thought possible.  Iโ€™m open to all of them, and expanding my broken heart in the process.  RIP Bruno my love, I couldnโ€™t have asked for a better companion.  You will always be in my heart, and I carry you nestled deep in my soul.  I love you. ๐Ÿ’•
โ€œThere is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love.โ€ โ€“ Washington Irving
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#chihuahua #chihuahuasofinstagram #dogsofinstagram #MyBuddy #MyLove #MyHeart #LoveBug #Schmoops
22 40 3 days ago
10.6.2003 - 12.10.2018
๐Ÿ’”
the depth of grief does seem like a dark, bottomless, and infinite pit in this moment. ๐Ÿ’”
15 years was not enough time with this bundle of joy and unconditional love๐Ÿ’• he was the sweetest chihuahua and spread joy everywhere he went.
maybe someday i’ll stop crying, but the second half of 2018 seems determined to teach me more lessons of sorrow than i thought possible. i’m open to all of them, and expanding my broken heart in the process. rip bruno my love, i couldn’t have asked for a better companion. you will always be in my heart, and i carry you nestled deep in my soul. i love you. ๐Ÿ’•
“there is a sacredness in tears. they are not the mark of weakness, but of power. they speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. they are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love.” – washington irving
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#chihuahua #chihuahuasofinstagram #dogsofinstagram #mybuddy #mylove #myheart #lovebug #schmoops
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What if.
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Lucia Berlin //
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what if.
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lucia berlin // "what if our bodies were transparent, like a washing machine window? how wondrous to watch ourselves. joggers would jog even harder, blood pumping away. lovers would love more...diets would improve, kiwi fruit and strawberries."
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The news still wonโ€™t sink in. I feel suspended in fog.
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The truth is, words cannot adequately express the depth of my grief.
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
I miss her. 
No one will ever match her. 
No one will even come close...
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
โ€œAre we complete?โ€ Her words still echo in my heart. 
No, we are not complete. 
She is no longer here...
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
She changed the course of my life.
She showed me that there was another way of being.ย 
She gave me much more than I could ever give her.
She is truly the most beautiful person I have ever met. 
Her presence, strength, and wisdom were a gift.
Her penetrating gaze saw through every layer and wall I had put up over time.
I am grateful for her kindness and patience when I felt so lost. 
She taught me that words matter.ย  That the words we use have to be chosen with intention.
She taught me the value of completion.ย  of closure.ย of respect. of direct communication.ย 
She taught me the value of being in the present moment.ย  of honoring the act of just Being. 
She taught me the value of a painful lesson being our greatest teacher. that sitting with the pain is the way through.
She taught me the value of seeing, and accepting, someone for who they are.
She taught me the value of taking the time to heal.
She saw me. She believed in me.ย 
She gave me the space to learn. to grow.ย to feel joy.
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
I don't want to live in a world without her in it.ย  Selfish, I know. But it's the truth. 
I can't imagine not hearing her voice again. not hearing her laugh.
I know I should rise above the despair and say something lofty about love and light, but I can't. not yet.
My heart is aching.ย ย I feel hollow.
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
Dorothy, I love you so much.ย  Someday I know that I'll stop crying, but for now, I'm goingย to let myself cry and sit with the sadness.ย  23 years was not enough time with you. ย You are an angel and a gift.ย  The world is aย better place because of you...
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
May I carry on your legacy of love and make you proud.
May I feel your spirit every time I dance to โ€œYou Gotta Beโ€ by Desโ€™ree.
May I be able to someday say, โ€œI am completeโ€ and Just Be.ย  xo
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0 35 3 weeks ago
The news still won’t sink in. i feel suspended in fog.
๐Ÿ’”
the truth is, words cannot adequately express the depth of my grief.
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
i miss her.
no one will ever match her.
no one will even come close...
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
“are we complete?” her words still echo in my heart.
no, we are not complete.
she is no longer here...
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
she changed the course of my life.
she showed me that there was another way of being. 
she gave me much more than i could ever give her.
she is truly the most beautiful person i have ever met.
her presence, strength, and wisdom were a gift.
her penetrating gaze saw through every layer and wall i had put up over time.
i am grateful for her kindness and patience when i felt so lost.
she taught me that words matter.  that the words we use have to be chosen with intention.
she taught me the value of completion.  of closure. of respect. of direct communication. 
she taught me the value of being in the present moment.  of honoring the act of just being.
she taught me the value of a painful lesson being our greatest teacher. that sitting with the pain is the way through.
she taught me the value of seeing, and accepting, someone for who they are.
she taught me the value of taking the time to heal.
she saw me. she believed in me. 
she gave me the space to learn. to grow. to feel joy.
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
i don't want to live in a world without her in it.  selfish, i know. but it's the truth.
i can't imagine not hearing her voice again. not hearing her laugh.
i know i should rise above the despair and say something lofty about love and light, but i can't. not yet.
my heart is aching.  i feel hollow.
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
dorothy, i love you so much.  someday i know that i'll stop crying, but for now, i'm going to let myself cry and sit with the sadness.  23 years was not enough time with you.  you are an angel and a gift.  the world is a better place because of you...
๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
may i carry on your legacy of love and make you proud.
may i feel your spirit every time i dance to “you gotta be” by des’ree.
may i be able to someday say, “i am complete” and just be.  xo
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