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trustavon

don’t you feel alone i go thru it too
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trustavon

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trustavon
i wish i felt like i fun to be around or like people wanna be around me. i dunno it always just crosses my mind how i have these friends and people but i’m really just there and feel like i’m not anyone’s first choice. it always hits me that i’m there for so many other people but when it comes to me they never care and it sucks so much.
18 114 Yesterday
I wish i felt like i fun to be around or like people wanna be around me. i dunno it always just crosses my mind how i have these friends and people but i’m really just there and feel like i’m not anyone’s first choice. it always hits me that i’m there for so many other people but when it comes to me they never care and it sucks so much.
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i swear, i can go from feeling like i have my shit together and everything in my life is in order to feeling like i’m lost as hell with absolutely nothing figured out in a matter of seconds lmfao
11 118 4 days ago
I swear, i can go from feeling like i have my s**t together and everything in my life is in order to feeling like i’m lost as hell with absolutely nothing figured out in a matter of seconds l***o
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when i love someone i’ll fight until there’s nothing left and i have hope things will get better even if i shouldn’t at times. maybe i am hard to love but i love so hard.
8 150 2 weeks ago
When i love someone i’ll fight until there’s nothing left and i have hope things will get better even if i shouldn’t at times. maybe i am hard to love but i love so hard.
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i dunno about you but i can’t stand when someone treats you like shit or does you wrong and then acts like they’re the victim. i’m always the one who ends up apologizing and feeling like shit even though deep down i know it’s their fault. lmfao my heart is just too damn big to make them feel the way they make me feel even if they deserve it.
18 146 2 weeks ago
I dunno about you but i can’t stand when someone treats you like s**t or does you wrong and then acts like they’re the victim. i’m always the one who ends up apologizing and feeling like s**t even though deep down i know it’s their fault. l***o my heart is just too d**n big to make them feel the way they make me feel even if they deserve it.
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i really need to learn to not bend over backwards and try to do everything i can for people who don’t even really wanna be in my life. i can’t even tell you how many people just come to me when they need to lean on me when the actual reality is they could care less if i’m in their life or not unless it’s because of their own needs lmao. i just needa realize that everyone i might want in my life doesn’t want me in theirs, and that’s a hard ass pill to swallow.
15 180 3 weeks ago
I really need to learn to not bend over backwards and try to do everything i can for people who don’t even really wanna be in my life. i can’t even tell you how many people just come to me when they need to lean on me when the actual reality is they could care less if i’m in their life or not unless it’s because of their own needs lmao. i just needa realize that everyone i might want in my life doesn’t want me in theirs, and that’s a hard a*s pill to swallow.
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it really sucks when friendships fade away. i hate it. you can go from talking everyday and then it’s like everything changes, the conversation dies so easily and nine times outta ten i’m the one always texting them first so we don’t even talk if i don’t lmao. i swear i hate getting close to people sometimes cause they can just be out of your life no matter how close you thought you were to them. then i’m always left wondering what i did wrong or what i could’ve done more.
27 218 3 weeks ago
It really sucks when friendships fade away. i hate it. you can go from talking everyday and then it’s like everything changes, the conversation dies so easily and nine times outta ten i’m the one always texting them first so we don’t even talk if i don’t lmao. i swear i hate getting close to people sometimes cause they can just be out of your life no matter how close you thought you were to them. then i’m always left wondering what i did wrong or what i could’ve done more.
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i hate social anxiety so much. anxiety in general. sometimes in public it’ll start to take over and i get self conscious about the smallest shit and i lowkey start to panic and worry that i’m embarrassing myself or overthink that people are thinking things about me. a lot of times i’ll be on my phone in public or certain settings because i feel like it sorta gives me some comfort when i feel awkward or anxious.
27 268 4 weeks ago
I hate social anxiety so much. anxiety in general. sometimes in public it’ll start to take over and i get self conscious about the smallest s**t and i lowkey start to panic and worry that i’m embarrassing myself or overthink that people are thinking things about me. a lot of times i’ll be on my phone in public or certain settings because i feel like it sorta gives me some comfort when i feel awkward or anxious.
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i’m constantly feel like i’m so easily replaced, used and forgotten. lowkey sometimes i hate getting to know people cause i create these expectations and an unrealistic version of them in my head and then they never live up to it and i end up disappointed. it’s my own damn fault lmfao. i’m always left regretting opening up to certain people and putting my time into them when they just end up letting me down
34 196 4 weeks ago
I’m constantly feel like i’m so easily replaced, used and forgotten. lowkey sometimes i hate getting to know people cause i create these expectations and an unrealistic version of them in my head and then they never live up to it and i end up disappointed. it’s my own d**n fault lmfao. i’m always left regretting opening up to certain people and putting my time into them when they just end up letting me down
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i hate that people will use me to benefit them in some way or when they need me and then when they decide they don’t need me anymore i’m left wondering where i went wrong. i’m always blaming myself for other people’s actions and it sucks. me having a big heart always makes me feel like i did too much or didn’t do enough.
17 195 last month
I hate that people will use me to benefit them in some way or when they need me and then when they decide they don’t need me anymore i’m left wondering where i went wrong. i’m always blaming myself for other people’s actions and it sucks. me having a big heart always makes me feel like i did too much or didn’t do enough.
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i always tell myself im over something and then i find myself thinking about that shit constantly lmfao
30 151 last month
I always tell myself im over something and then i find myself thinking about that s**t constantly l***o
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i don’t know about you but sometimes i get in these moods where i can’t even describe what i feel and it’s like everything is mixed up all into these unexplainable feelings and emotions i’m deadass such an emotional, sensitive and overthinking type of person lmao.
23 146 last month
I don’t know about you but sometimes i get in these moods where i can’t even describe what i feel and it’s like everything is mixed up all into these unexplainable feelings and emotions i’m deadass such an emotional, sensitive and overthinking type of person lmao.
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i’m that type of person who gets so invested, cares and tries so hard for people when i just get walked all over. i’m tired of telling people how i feel about things when they really don’t care. i need to stop riding so hard for people who aren’t even down for me like that. i’m tired of always being the one who cares more.
24 163 last month
I’m that type of person who gets so invested, cares and tries so hard for people when i just get walked all over. i’m tired of telling people how i feel about things when they really don’t care. i need to stop riding so hard for people who aren’t even down for me like that. i’m tired of always being the one who cares more.