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trustavon

i don’t need no new gang
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trustavon

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trustavon
i constantly feel like i’m so easily replaced, used and forgotten. lowkey sometimes i hate getting to know people cause i create these expectations and an unrealistic version of them in my head because of how i’d treat them, and then they never live up to it. i end up disappointed every time. i’m always left regretting opening up to certain people and putting my time into them when they just end up letting me down.
15 121 Yesterday
I constantly feel like i’m so easily replaced, used and forgotten. lowkey sometimes i hate getting to know people cause i create these expectations and an unrealistic version of them in my head because of how i’d treat them, and then they never live up to it. i end up disappointed every time. i’m always left regretting opening up to certain people and putting my time into them when they just end up letting me down.
trustavon

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my one sided expectations of people always cause me so much hurt and leads to me being fucked over. i swear that’s why i hate getting so attached to someone when they don’t ever feel the same.
18 147 3 days ago
My one sided expectations of people always cause me so much hurt and leads to me being f****d over. i swear that’s why i hate getting so attached to someone when they don’t ever feel the same.
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trustavon
having a good heart and being a good person really fucks me up most of the time.  sometimes i wish i could do people how they do me. i’m so tired of constantly being let down, looked over, lied to, not feeling enough, and taken for granted. i always try my hardest to treat people how i’d wanna be treated and i get shit on in return lmaaoo.
18 156 5 days ago
Having a good heart and being a good person really f***s me up most of the time. sometimes i wish i could do people how they do me. i’m so tired of constantly being let down, looked over, lied to, not feeling enough, and taken for granted. i always try my hardest to treat people how i’d wanna be treated and i get s**t on in return lmaaoo.
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maybe i am hard to love, but i love so hard. i’ll fight until there’s nothing left, and then even still fight after they give up. i have hope even when there’s times i shouldn’t. i just try so hard when in reality the other person doesn’t or just gives up on me.
18 147 2 weeks ago
Maybe i am hard to love, but i love so hard. i’ll fight until there’s nothing left, and then even still fight after they give up. i have hope even when there’s times i shouldn’t. i just try so hard when in reality the other person doesn’t or just gives up on me.
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i wish i could stop caring about people so much. i swear i always need somebody more than they need me. the saddest part is, once i care about somebody, deep down i’ll always care. even if they’re the ones who did me wrong. i’m just the kind of person who always gives more than they get in return lmao
12 182 2 weeks ago
I wish i could stop caring about people so much. i swear i always need somebody more than they need me. the saddest part is, once i care about somebody, deep down i’ll always care. even if they’re the ones who did me wrong. i’m just the kind of person who always gives more than they get in return l**o
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trustavon
i always tell myself that i’m over something but then i find myself thinkin about it constantly. i may forgive but i don’t forget. when someone does me wrong i apologize even though i’m not the one in the wrong, which means i usually am the one feeling like shit in the end.
21 190 2 weeks ago
I always tell myself that i’m over something but then i find myself thinkin about it constantly. i may forgive but i don’t forget. when someone does me wrong i apologize even though i’m not the one in the wrong, which means i usually am the one feeling like s**t in the end.
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trustavon
one of my toxic traits is that i face everything on my own and a lot of times don’t admit i need help because i’d rather struggle than burden other people with my problems. my anxiety always gets stronger and i start to question if the people i’m trying to vent to even really care about what i’m saying so i end up holding my feelings in.
18 160 3 weeks ago
One of my toxic traits is that i face everything on my own and a lot of times don’t admit i need help because i’d rather struggle than burden other people with my problems. my anxiety always gets stronger and i start to question if the people i’m trying to vent to even really care about what i’m saying so i end up holding my feelings in.
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i hate that i always feel like people are gonna leave me. people are always so temporary and i’m tired of that shit. i guess that’s why i feel like i always need reassurance that i’m wanted in someone’s life. it sucks when you just feel like you’re so easily replaceable and unimportant. i hate it so much.
15 187 3 weeks ago
I hate that i always feel like people are gonna leave me. people are always so temporary and i’m tired of that shit. i guess that’s why i feel like i always need reassurance that i’m wanted in someone’s life. it sucks when you just feel like you’re so easily replaceable and unimportant. i hate it so much.
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trustavon
i always feel like i’ll never be good enough no matter how hard i try. my problem is i’m always giving so damn much of myself to people who never do the same. i’m so easy to forget, to leave and especially to replace. i swear it’s like people think i’m a revolving door cause people always come back and i forgive. why am i never the first choice? fr i’m always the fall back or last option. i love and care for people so hard and it’s never returned the same.
22 193 4 weeks ago
I always feel like i’ll never be good enough no matter how hard i try. my problem is i’m always giving so d**n much of myself to people who never do the same. i’m so easy to forget, to leave and especially to replace. i swear it’s like people think i’m a revolving door cause people always come back and i forgive. why am i never the first choice? fr i’m always the fall back or last option. i love and care for people so hard and it’s never returned the same.
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i really need to learn to stop missing people who don’t give a shit about me.
24 181 4 weeks ago
I really need to learn to stop missing people who don’t give a s**t about me.
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i always try to believe the best in people, even when they’ve given me every reason not to. i deadass will make up excuses and reasons for the people who treat me wrong and convince myself they didn’t mean it. then i end up apologizing even when things weren’t my fault. somebody can do me wrong and i’ll be the one apologizing and blaming myself for how they treated me.
31 193 4 weeks ago
I always try to believe the best in people, even when they’ve given me every reason not to. i deadass will make up excuses and reasons for the people who treat me wrong and convince myself they didn’t mean it. then i end up apologizing even when things weren’t my fault. somebody can do me wrong and i’ll be the one apologizing and blaming myself for how they treated me.
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i don’t know about anyone else but i swear there have been times where i overthink so much about a good thing and it ends up going bad or wrong lmao. i swear overthinking has ruined so many things for me.
28 202 last month
I don’t know about anyone else but i swear there have been times where i overthink so much about a good thing and it ends up going bad or wrong lmao. i swear overthinking has ruined so many things for me.